I hate goodbyes. Never liked them.
But I've had to part with the one guy who's earned my respect - the one guy who's tried to protect me as much as he could..one who believed in me even though I never asked him to. It's hard.. knowing I can't turn to him anymore. Hard knowing I will never hear words of enouragement, advice, nods, epiphanies, genuine care and concern and plain old bugsiness.
I knew it would end someday.. I just wish I was a little bit better - more deserving of pride.
I wish I had someone like him in my life - patient till the very end. So here's to John *raises toast* I wish I could return the favour..
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Ermm.. crap.. I've won?
What in the world am I to do now?
I wasn't supposed to win damn it.. yea so I did read up on all the legislation acts and I did call the Australian Psychological Society just to be sure, and not to mention (in a fit of emotional outburst), I did complete an internal review form and sent an email to the manager but still!
I expected it to be difficult.. I expected to be denied!
Sometimes winning isn't all that fun.. oh poop. I don't think I even wanted to win in the first place (well not completely anyway), I'm beginning to realise that I just wanted to rant and rave..
Friday's going to be one hell of a day I tell you.
I wasn't supposed to win damn it.. yea so I did read up on all the legislation acts and I did call the Australian Psychological Society just to be sure, and not to mention (in a fit of emotional outburst), I did complete an internal review form and sent an email to the manager but still!
I expected it to be difficult.. I expected to be denied!
Sometimes winning isn't all that fun.. oh poop. I don't think I even wanted to win in the first place (well not completely anyway), I'm beginning to realise that I just wanted to rant and rave..
Friday's going to be one hell of a day I tell you.
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