Monday, September 19, 2005

Abecedarian

There are times I get so annoyed with myself. I have no idea what to write. It's the perfect time for writing, but I just can't. And that's the problem with time, you always seem to have so much of it, but then it slips away and all of a sudden.. you don't and the day is over. Anyway, there's so much running through my head, but it just won't come out. All creative thinking, great ideas have got right out of my brain, which makes me sometimes believe that's I'm just so ignorant. Really, I hardly know anything about anything, and I just feel so crap and dumb.
Maybe I never was intelligent, I never was brilliant or smart. Maybe I've been faking it my whole life. Maybe all I am.. is just a beginner.

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