Reflecting on last year

I've decided to do a bit of reflection and check out what happened in 2006. Basically, I'm posting every last night of posts by the month.
So here goes..





January

"Hope this year will be a better year for me. It should. I'll be doing my degree and driver's license. :)"

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"Maybe I should have only celebrated and considered it over when I had it in my hand. But now the joy is gone and the sadness is back, the sadness that feels like something deserved, the price of some not-quite betrayal."

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"I made a promise to myself. I will never let anybody make me feel helpless, whether it's financially or emotionally. I want to be untouchable in that department."

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"But it's also good to know what when you're unable to be, all you have to do is just ask and a hand comes to you. Whether or not it can pull you up, it's still there... holding you. Giving you comfort."

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"I hope he's happy with his new-found relationship. It shocked me greatly, I admit. But I really hope he's happy. I wish him joy.
"I love you and that is my curse. But you don't know how to love- and that is yours." "

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"It's almost as if she owns some chronological chart which tells you exactly how much fun you're allowed to have at every age.

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"This pain. I know I have to ride it out. I hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just have to breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time, it can be managed but sometimes, it gets you where you least expect. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. I have to fight this through, you can't outrun it and life always makes more."


February

"That makes me so mad and so sad. I'm smad. Hmm.. smad. Has a nice ring to it yea?I think Whiskey is a nice name for a dog."

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"Ahh.. the simple pleasures of life. So if you'll excuse me, I'm going to indulge myself in a nice chocolate and a good book."


March

"Funny thing though, his cologne somehow got me thinking of a certain episode where I stole half a bottle of Hugo Boss from a certain "then" cute individual. Seems like a lifetime ago."


April

"Perhaps we can't help turning and looking that person in the eye at that precise instant; perhaps we can't help but laugh or be struck by odd similarities. Perhaps we can't help but connect."


May

"I wish he didn’t disappear, that there was no gap. I wish I had time to catch up with him; to make him part of my life again; to be as we used to be.There was a time when I would wish upon a star."


June

"I just need to be reminded to breathe Because not everyone, my dear friend,Has this luxury."


July

"I am not about to relive my past problems, thank you very much. I've committed this year to making new disasters."


August

"Yes, you’re probably thinking biological clock in me is ticking.. but I am not a clock! I don’t tick!There’s nothing ticking in me. I don’t need ticking."


September

I’m going to have to study for my Finance Test. Heh.. I beat Anton in the previous one and he’s determined to do better.. and beat me. Hehehe. I can’t let that happen.


October

"I had quite a hangover the next morning.. but I think it was worth it."


December

"I don't really regret it. For one night, I felt on fire and sexy and desired a little. For one night, I was a little "promiscuous". A single girl's allowed a little fun eh?"





Interesting eh?

I sounded very "negative" at times. I didn't realise I was like that.
I suppose it was a tough year..



I wonder what 2007 will bring.