Bitter sweet ending..

I hate goodbyes. Never liked them.
But I've had to part with the one guy who's earned my respect - the one guy who's tried to protect me as much as he could..one who believed in me even though I never asked him to. It's hard.. knowing I can't turn to him anymore. Hard knowing I will never hear words of enouragement, advice, nods, epiphanies, genuine care and concern and plain old bugsiness.

I knew it would end someday.. I just wish I was a little bit better - more deserving of pride.

I wish I had someone like him in my life - patient till the very end. So here's to John *raises toast* I wish I could return the favour..